sleepless nights

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okay, i don't make a good disclaimer message. you like you stay, don't like then go. anyw, i will update this blog when i feel like it uh. i'm always like that. :)

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My name's wensen.
online people know me as EquinOx.
My Birthday's on 1st sep 1993, remember it well uh.
They call me a blur-block.
I hate doing quizzes, unless forced.
I play basketball, and it rules.
I've a clique called HDBrothers.
Email me @ annex-03@hotmail.com
♥hx
~~coralpri~~CORAL SEC
MY FRIENDSTER.

Thursday, April 02, 2009

6:02 AM

tired. tired of doing this and doing that and getting nothing in return.
then tell me what's th point in doing those things.
tired, really damn tired.
just when i thought that a person have arrived, it just means that another person's gone.
but as far as i know now, both has gone.
i alr tried my best, but nothing's coming right.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

6:10 AM

It's tiring to act like everything's alright.
It's tiring to talk like everything's alright.
It's tiring to smile like everything's alright.
It's tiring to laugh like everything's alright.
It's tiring to pretend that everything's alright.
I'll be lying if I said it isn't.

saw this in clar's blog.
think it's kinda true.

i know i haven't been blogging for days.
i know, i just feel an urge to blog tdy. -.-
how many friends will actually understand what you're going through now,
well i have one now.

idk why.
i know that i should feel happy for them.
but then idk, i just got this bitter feeling.
yes bitter...
idk why i felt that kind of feeling too.
damn, i do not like this feeling.
i fucking don't feel like talking just now.
not even to michelle.
i'm sorry, i rly am.
i'm not angry. i'm not jealous. i can't explain this type of feeling.
i know that i should feel happy, but then the feeling just doesn't come.

F-U-C-K L-I-F-E.
thks delton, maybe you're rly th one who understands me well. :)

Saturday, June 14, 2008

10:06 AM

"I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me-
I’m going to smile."

i guess it's goodbye.
thanks for th times you gave me.
both good and bad.
you made me learn that thr's smth called love.
but then, thr's still a time whr we gotta part.
and now's th time.
thr's time whr we gotta part, 'tho we dk whr we're going.
i feel my heart beating with pain.
but what can i do,
you asked for it, so live with it, wensen!
it's parts and parcel of life.
i still need time to overcome it.
alot of time.
if God you are true,
i pray that i will tide over this fast.
i can't forget all of this instantly,
but i will try.

Friday, June 13, 2008

7:49 AM

happy bday sister. :D
'tho you may be a bitch @ times,
but i still love ya many many.
be glad that i found a peekture for us.
haha -.-

ohyeah, boring day again -.-
zzz.
tdy was literally slping day laa -.-
woke up slp, woke up slp.
but did go for dental.
yeah, can take out braces like next mth. :D
wah sweet.
nice news after so many lousy news.
^(&*&%&()
anyw, went to swensen's to celebrate her bday.
& she's gna go clubbing -.-
zzz, why aint I older. T.T
heh. :)

Thursday, June 12, 2008

10:21 AM

in no mood to post. bye.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

6:53 AM

tagged by miss angela to do this quiz -.-
stupid la angela. know ppl don't like to do quiz liao. still give. T.T

Yes/No game:-

FOLLOW THESE RULES:

1. You can only say Yes or No!

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!

3. DO NOT SAY ANYTHING BESIDES YES OR NO!!!

Over 18?

-No

Kissed someone on your top friends?

-Yes

Ever told a lie?

-Yes, obviously.

Been arrested?

-No

Kissed a picture?

-Yes

Fallen asleep at work/school?

-Yes

Held an actual snake?

-No

Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident?

-No

Been fired from a job?

-No

Sang karaoke?

-Yes

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?

-No, i guess

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?

-Yes -.-

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?

-No

Kissed in the rain?

-No

Sang in the shower?

-No

Sat on a roof top?

-No

Thought about your past with regret?

-Yes

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?

-Yes

Broken a bone?

-No

Shaved your head?

-No

Slept naked?

-Yes :P

Played a prank on someone?

-Yes

Stayed up longer than 24 hours straight?

-Yes

Had a gym membership?

-No

Felt like killing someone?

-Yes

Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?

-No, Yes, Idk. T.T

Been in a band?

-No

Shot a gun?

-Yes

Liked someone with nobody else knowing about it?

-Yes

Smoked a cigg?

-No

Played strip poker?

-Hell Yes. :D

Loved someone you shouldn't?

-No

Have a tattoo?

-Yes (Imma tattoo, counted? :P)

Have or had any piercings more than four?

-No

wah finally finish! best. T.T
having yess/nooo war with michelle on msn now.
just finish yes/no quiz. must talk yes/no. zzz!

-

tdy another boring day -.-
woke up @ 12.15.
got tuition T.T
after tuition. lol went back to slp.
then nick called. went to play ball.
yeah then back home, then blah laaa.
boliao day.
ltr nick and zhong coming my hse to watch soccer + overnight.
maybe gna go eat prata. :D

-

i think i know th prob, no?
idk -.-
i know it's 'cause of me. i know -.-
but then it's just that idk how to solve it,
when we aint even talking.
how great is that.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

10:21 AM

of course i don't wna you to leave.
do you think that i wna you to leave uh.
do you think that i wna you to be another guy's girl?
do you think that i wna you to be angry with me.
of course i don't.
i know that maybe what I did was all wrong.
but then it's like of course i wna keep you by my side.
It's been hell for me these few days, dont'cha know?
punching walls' became a need.
but thr's no point ranting all to you right now, right here.
Do you wna leave me uh?


"You can count on the sun to rise, for the stars to come out at night, as long as there's air to breathe, you'll always be loved by me."
by Brooks & Dunn

6:39 AM

when i first saw you, i was afraid to meet you.
when i first met you i was afraid to kiss you.
when i first kissed you i was afraid to love you,
but now that i love you im afraid to lose you. - anonymous.

-

BORINGGGGGGGGGGG DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
sighhhhhhhhh.
Edward & Jy left @ arnd noon.
went to whitesands and watch them eat. -.-
bought bubbletea and then started my pranks. :D
haha!
Edward shoot alotzxzxzx.
then went home and kena nagged -.-
did my workkkk. super guai kia. ^^
then Jon called. tell me police looking for me. _l_?
but then is prank -.-
nbcb, so went to play soccer with them.
then play play. went to Jon's hse to drink Vodka. :D
ji shiok yi xia.
then Jon gave me and Zhong some 'things' uhhh. HAHA!
MR POTATO HEAD'S SECRET. HAHA!
so yeah, went home. and now going to gb. :)
haha. zai jian. :D